I'm just so damn sick of being anxious and scared. I'M SO SICK OF HAVING LOW SELF-ESTEEM.
I'm so sick of it all. So damn tired of it. I'm just I'm not going to deal with this today. It's live or die, that's how I see life now.
You can either live or you can die. This life right now that I'm in, these attitudes and emotions are all death. This lifestyle will break me eventually. I can either let it break me, or I can fucking fight.
Today I'm going to fight. Can't control other people, you can only control yourself.
Sometimes an I don't care attitude is easier than an I do care attitude.