Sunday, July 3, 2011

You can either live or you can die.

I'm just so damn sick of being anxious and scared. I'M SO SICK OF HAVING LOW SELF-ESTEEM.

I'm so sick of it all. So damn tired of it. I'm just I'm not going to deal with this today. It's live or die, that's how I see life now.

You can either live or you can die.  This life right now that I'm in, these attitudes and emotions are all death. This lifestyle will break me eventually. I can either let it break me, or I can fucking fight.

Today I'm going to fight. Can't control other people, you can only control yourself.

Sometimes an I don't care attitude is easier than an I do care attitude.

4 comments:

  1. This post invigorates me and fills me with hope.
    Keep fighting lovely, don't ever give up.
    It won't be easy, but if you can get yourself into a fighting rhythm.
    Good luck xx

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  2. Keep fighting dear. I do agree sometimes "i dont care" is the best attitude.

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  3. I try to live my life by I don't care. Besides the fact that it makes you feel more liberated, it sometimes frightens people. Which isn't necessarily a bad thing.

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